temporary madness

actually, i have permanent madness.=p but anyway, this is the song that makes me happy everytime i sing it.=)

Temporary Madness
by Jodie Brooke Wilson


two trees that grow together
til the roots are inseparable
so close, so deep that separation
is inconceivable, unthinkable, impossible ..
They are one life indivisible.

* an ever closer, union of souls
a force of nature
that nothing can control

it's a temporary madness
that no one ever learned
that love is what you're left with
when reality returns

your falling in love
temporary madness fills your heart
cupid's arrow cuts right through you ..
sentimental fool that's who you are ...

your fallin in love.
suddenly your stumbling in the dark
think you know your way but do you?
drivin with no brakes
you've gone too far..

its like your in my DNA
like it was always gonna feel this way.
and i know that I’ve been here before
like stepping blindly into space
another time, another place
that so familiar .
Its unbelievable.

(repeat *)

entering adulthood in tipsiness..=p

first of all, i would like to point out that i was not drunk. i was mearly tipsy. ok? not drunk, just tipsy. by tipsy, i mean that my head hurt like hell everytime i move but i can still keep an intelligent conversation and i can walk a straight line AND i can still run. thank you.=)

here's the story:

last friday night, april 8, i went out with koi, rhems, lex, and laine. we ate dinner at buffet palace. now that i think bout it, i shouldn't have brought them there.. hindi sulit..we didn't eat much. we only had one serving of everything, except the desserts. hehe. but, anyways, what's done is done (tama ba?). anyhoo, after eating, we didn't know where to go. we had no transpo, thanks to maan (love you ma!), and we really had no plan. actually, i had no plan. so, we ended up going to mts. hahaha!!! that's when everything turns funny.=)

first, we went to the park, the family park. actually, the we're-making-a-family park. there were no empty benches since all the couples already took em. so, we stood there, looking stupid, not knowing what to do. and i thought, hmm.. why not? i still had money anyway. so, i told them that i'll treat em to drinks. so, we went to whistletop and ordered blue margarita (frozen) and a couple of chips. hmm.. weird.. don't you think? i mean, here we are, the self proclaimed "wholesome" barkada and we were drinking!!=p hehe. haayy.. how time flies.. we really are growing up.=) when the drink got to our table, what do you expect, we drank. hahaha!! duh!=) and before i knew it, i was tipsy. tipsy!! not drunk, ok? tipsy!! they kept telling me i was drunk but i wasn't. here's my proof: i could still talk to them and understand what they were saying, i could still remember what they were saying and i could walk a straight line. i walked a straight line to the comfort rooms.=) and i ran to the benches. i even beat oscar to it (well, ok, it wasn't much of a challenge (peace koi..=D) but i still ran, didn't i!). so, when midnight came, i was tipsy. hmm.. i hope that isn't some sign that i'll be living my adultlife in never-ending tipsiness. hehe.=) oh yah, there was that time that karen called up and it was weird cause i had to press my temples so i could gather what she was telling me. hehe.=) and this other time that i was texting a reply to my olivia and it took me about 10 minutes to finish it cause i kept forgetting that i was texting,. hahaha!! anyways, shortly after the drinking, we all went home.

the point of this is, i wasn't drunk, i was TIPSY!! it was just a pitcher for the 5 of us anyway. hahaha!! and turning 18 when you're almost drunk is a nice way of turning 18.=) but i still don't feel 18. hahaha!!! god bless us all.=)