jAnS' wOrLd..

"sanity and happiness are an impossible combination" ~mark twain

4.17.2006

i'm soooooo dead...=(

4.02.2006

117

it's my last day in the dorm. it's gonna be my last night sleeping on my bed. the last time i'm gonna be in this room... it's sad. only after a year, ii won't be seeing it again. after all the memories i've made here, i won't be able to have more... i hate it. i hate our dorm manager for not letting us renew for the next sem. i hate her for giving me false hopes that i'll be able to get back. now, i feel sad. i'm alone here right now. coli and ate ann have already left. i miss them already... i'll still be with ate yan for tonight but it'll probably be the last time i see her... i'll miss her a lot... to my beloved g117 pg's, i'll miss you all.

to ate ann who never ever gets full. she eats nonstop but stays really thin. she's the pretty girl who seems so stern on the outside but is really a kid at heart. i'll miss her when she keeps trying to annoy me but we only end up laughing. i'll miss her laugh and smile and even the times when she cries and we just keep silent cause we know she'll be able to work it out. i'll miss the food trips and the serious talks and the weird and stupid talks. i'll miss her and her obsessive-compulsive tendencies...

to ate yan who never swears... until we came along. hehe. i'll miss her mother/mother superior tendencies. i'll miss teasing her to the point of rage. i'll miss talking to her about serious things that need to processed to be understood. she's the only one in the room who really studies even if the other three are already so noisy. she's the only one who could tolerate us and still likes us at the same time. i'm gonna miss her seriousness and when she keeps talking in this really tiny voice which is sometimes annoying. i'm gonna miss her when she gets raged because of annoyance of me. the way she stamps around the room when she's mad and when she runs around when in a hurry...

to coli who's never a bore. honest. when speaking to her, there won't be any boring moment. the wya she dishes out cool and funny statements when you least expect it. her independent ways and unique outlook in life. i would have been converted if i didn't know she was crazy. hehe. i'll miss her laugh and the way she tells me to do stuff. she uses my laptop more than me. i'll miss it when we stay up late, supossedly doing our homeworks, but end up talking til it was too late to do anything. i'll miss the constant nagging to eat and the impulsive walks to the sunken or the oval or just walk around the campus. i'll miss her long, black hair and the way she ties it up like a rope...

shit. i'm really gonna miss my roommates... it was one heck of a school year. laugh trips, food trips, political talks, stupid talks, serious talks, discussions on love lives, acad lives, family lives, personal lives, music trips, dance trips, sleep trips, lazy trips, acad modes, lazy modes, depressions, hapiness, sadness, giddiness, and everything else that happened within these four corners and beyond. i'll miss them so much. thank you for everything. to frances ann bausa, dianne sadorra and coline esther cardeno, i love you three!! i hope to see you all again.=)