..

is it okay to think of someone your not supposed to be thinking of?
is it okay to miss someone your not supposed to be missing?
is it okay to be reminiscing stuff your not supposed to be reminiscing?

i'm being psycho nanaman..

love?

do you believe that love disappears without a trace?
or
is love capable of changing its form?

even when love is buried beneath disregard and hate,
when it is forcefully forgotten to ease any pain..
a time will come when you are surprised by the suddenness of its come back.

and when you're feeling sentimental,
you try to remember that lost love..
even if it means bringing back the pain with it.

one year..

wow..it's been one year since i first said yes..haha.=p
yep, first anniversary namin kahapon, january 22, 2008. celebrated by eating dinner at saisaki. hehe. whee! unlimited sushi, sashimi, tempura and miso soup. haha.=) grabe, super busog!!=) he gave me havaianas slim na malaki..hehe.=) but nonetheless, i was happy.=) ayun lang..wala akong pictures kasi nasa digicam niya at sobrang konti lang din yun.. i guess we were busy eating and talking that we didn't take too many pictures..=p hmm..i guess that's all..hopefully it lasts for the next year and the year after that and the year after that year and so on..=p

Quote of My Life

"How am i supposed to prove myself when nobody would give me a chance?" - Hercules in Disney's Hercules

?

i feel like shit again..

no one cares..
i'm a loser..
i'm stupid..
i'm insecure..
a nobody..

like i said... shit..