crs ulit

ayun, pumunta ako ng crs office kani-kanina lang. nagtanong ako sa kuya dun kung bakit hindi ako makapag-enlist ng che 172 at yung mga kaklase ko, nakaka-enlist. eto yung conversation:

kuya: nakuha mo na ba yung prereq?
ako: opo.
kuya: shiftee ka ba?
ako: hindi po.
kuya: *nag-iisip*...may meeting kasi yung mga mag-aayos niyan, balik ka na lang ng mga 3:30 o kaya tawagan mo na lang yung trunkline.

haay.. hindi ko naman ma-blame si kuya kasi wala naman talaga siyang magagawa pero wala lang. bakit ba hindi ako makakuha ng 172? nakuha ko naman ang prereq. may grade na nga ako ng es26 sa crs eh. nagtanong din ako sa mga tao kung ano yung sagot nila sa "are you graduating this term?" na tanong, pareho naman kaming "no". tsaka, bakit yung mga kapwa kaklase ko sa 123 last sem, nakakakuha naman ng 172. haay.. life.. ayun, nagemail na lang ako ulit sa crs support. yung gusto magemail, eto yung add, crssupport@list.up.edu.ph

tas ayun, pumunta din ako ng dept, nagpapatanong si djana kung may grade na sa 123 kasi kelangan niya sa scholarship niya. naka-lock yung door tska kumatok ako ng tatlong beses, wala ata talagang tao. ayun. hindi din tuloy ako makatanong tungkol sa crs. haay..=(

sana naman by second run, ok na yun. baka kelangan ko pa umiyak sa mga prof para maprerog..

tangnang crs yan

bwiset. lahat ng kakilala ko pwede na mag enlist ng 172. bakit ako hindi. bwiset. naiiyak na ko sa galit. malapit na pa talaga mag end yung first run. bwiset!!!

i hate it when a person suddenly goes cold and distant in the middle of something. you don't even know what's bothering them. and when you ask, they either won't tell you or they skirt all around the question. damn it. why can't they just say it outright? i've been guilty of doing the same thing but now i've been trying my hardest to say what's on my mind whenever i feel weird or distracted or something. or if something's bothering me, i try to say it before the moment passes and i never get the chance to voice out what i feel. but him? him? he just shuts up and he doesn't even answer my questions. the least credit i could give is he didn't skirt around my question. he just didn't answer it. and it was obvious i was looking for an answer. *sigh* i just had to let this out.. i'm just pissed that he doesn't tell what's up. i can't read minds and i can't read facial expressions either. especially poker faces. damn it.. even if it's a minor thing, a person should tell what's bothering him cause he doesn't, it'll escalate into something much worse and before you know it, what once bothered you in a minor way becomes the sole reason you destroy what relationship you both had..