whining

honestly.
as of this moment.
i.
hate.
this.
place.

i whine and shit about not being able to go and just take a day off. and i was told why shouldn't i just take a sick leave. i am sick anyway. but really?? do you honestly believe i could not go to work and still not be expected some output? any output?

there is always work.
it'll never change.
there will always be a problem that needs a solution.
and we always have to be the ones to give the solution.

most of the time, i wonder why anyone takes this job. though i figure, they probably don't know what they got themselves into. it's no wonder the "hiring rate" and the "career advancement opportunity" is high in this department. people tend to leave earlier than usual.