jAnS' wOrLd..

68.2%

2009-11-18T09:59:00.000+08:00

so.. how does it feel to fail the chemical engineering licensure exams?

it hurt..
but it didn't really last.
i cried for 20 min then decided to move on.
i still got teary eyed for the next few days but i got over it.
now,
i still hurt..
but it's just a deeper pain that doesn't really show on the outside.
it happens when you congratulate your friends or when you see those passing lists posted somewhere..
of course i'm happy for them, but i'm sad for myself.
hehe.

the moment eula texted me, "may results na.." panic.
grabe.
then the moment of truth..
*heart squeeze*
pagtingin sa "a", wala yung dapat andun?!
wala na..
hindi ko na nahintay ang "j"..
umiyak na ko.
kung wala siya sa list, malamang wala na din ako.
and yep.
wala nga.

in fairness, buti positive padin ako.
alam ko namang hindi ako tanga.
hindi lang siguro ako ganun ka-prepared.
or malas lang sa biochem.
i guess alam ni Lord na hindi pa dapat.
kulang pa daw ako sa kaalaman.
hehe.
ang kidder talaga ni Lord..

pero salamat..
sa mga magulang ko na ang sabi ay "ok lang yan. try na lang ulit."
sa friends ko na sabi "kaya mo yan jans. may next time pa."
sa kapatid ko na sabi "ate? ok ka lang?"
at sa sarili ko na laging sinasabing "may april pa. i'll be better."
hahahaha!
salamat ng marami. :)

anyway, gusto ko lang mang galing sakin na di ako pumasa.
but don't worry, malalagay din sa newspaper ang pangalan ko sa april.
yeba!
:D

-jans

bigyan niyo kami ng internet!!

2009-07-24T14:32:00.000+08:00

wah!! ilang buwan na ako hindi nakaka-net ng matino!

di ko man lang mabasa yung mga online comics na inaabangan ko.. (mga 20+ din yun)

di ko lang man ma-check ang accounts ko regularly.. (mail, friendster, facebook, multiply)

di man lang ako maka-chat sa mga tao.. (namimiss ko na ang mga taong gising ng early morning)

di man lang ako maka-aksaya ng oras sa net! hahaha!

haaayy.. please naman, bigyan niyo na kami ng net. maawa kayo.. :(

ps. mahirap maging pulubi.. bow.

pps. wah!! nakakamiss mag blog ng may sense!

ppps. eto ay isang blog na walang sense.

pppps. inuman na!!

ppppps. namimiss ko na sumayaw, mag wall climbing at mag swimming. weeeh... mahirap maging bum. whoo!

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2009-03-27T07:11:00.000+08:00

asshole

rock-paper-scissors-lizard-Spock

2009-03-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

"Rock, paper, scissors, lizard, Spock. It's very simple. Look --
scissors cuts paper
paper covers rock
rock crushes lizard
lizard poisons Spock
Spock smashes scissors
scissors decapitates lizard
lizard eats paper
paper disproves Spock
Spock vaporizes rock
and as it always has, rock crushes scissors."

-- Sheldon Cooper in The Big Bang Theory Episode 8 Season 2, The Lizard-Spock Expansion

*

2009-03-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

why do i always give up?.. i lack faith.. hope.. certainty.. in almost everything i do.. i know i "go with the flow".. but sometimes, actually i think most of the time, i just lack courage.. i'm too much of a chickenshit to do anything about my life and the things that happen in it.. i nees to be taught a good lesson on courage.. and belief.. and risks.. i need to be a better person..

* just a reflection

Numerology: What Your Name Means (Part 2)

2009-01-29T18:18:00.000+08:00

sabi kasi ni alex try ko daw na may middle name.=p o dodo, mas okay ba to or di padin kapanipaniwala?=p hehe.=p
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You entered: Jansell Loseo Jamero

There are 18 letters in your name.
Those 18 letters total to 66
There are 8 vowels and 10 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 3

The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.

The expression or destiny for #3:
An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you.

The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip.

Your Soul Urge number is: 8

A Soul Urge number of 8 means:
With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.

Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.

The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.

Your Inner Dream number is: 4

An Inner Dream number of 4 means:
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.

Numerology: What Your Name Means

2009-01-29T10:21:00.000+08:00

nakita ko kay alex.. naintriga ako. hehe. hmm.. tama ba?
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You entered: Jansell Jamero

There are 13 letters in your name.
Those 13 letters total to 45
There are 5 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented by the number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 9

A Soul Urge number of 9 means:
With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.

You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.

As with all human beings, you are prone to sometimes express the negative attitudes inherent to your Soul Urges. You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 9

An Inner Dream number of 9 means:
You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and want to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.

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here's the link: PaulSadowski.com

How to destroy the Earth

2009-01-26T17:05:00.000+08:00

(by Sam Hughes)

Destroying the Earth is harder than you may have been led to believe.

You've seen the action movies where the bad guy threatens to destroy the Earth. You've heard people on the news claiming that the next nuclear war or cutting down rainforests or persisting in releasing hideous quantities of pollution into the atmosphere threatens to end the world.

Fools.

The Earth is built to last. It is a 4,550,000,000-year-old, 5,973,600,000,000,000,000,000-tonne ball of iron. It has taken more devastating asteroid hits in its lifetime than you've had hot dinners, and lo, it still orbits merrily. So my first piece of advice to you, dear would-be Earth-destroyer, is: do NOT think this will be easy.

This is not a guide for wusses whose aim is merely to wipe out humanity. I (Sam Hughes) can in no way guarantee the complete extinction of the human race via any of these methods, real or imaginary. Humanity is wily and resourceful, and many of the methods outlined below will take many years to even become available, let alone implement, by which time mankind may well have spread to other planets; indeed, other star systems. If total human genocide is your ultimate goal, you are reading the wrong document. There are far more efficient ways of doing this, many which are available and feasible RIGHT NOW. Nor is this a guide for those wanting to annihilate everything from single-celled life upwards, render Earth uninhabitable or simply conquer it. These are trivial goals in comparison.

This is a guide for those who do not want the Earth to be there anymore.

2009

2009-01-07T11:24:00.002+08:00

i wrote this last december 26, 2008.. only right now did i remember to post it.. haha!

~~~

this year has been really weird to me:
january - i was happy. celebrating my first anniversary with jon.
february - still happy. dorm open house with friends. valentine's day with jon.
march - panicking for finals and other academic deadlines. fun holy week with jon's family.
april and may - happy with summer classes and my time with myself. but sad since i lost my phone.
june - sad. found out that jon was leaving for california.
july - angry. questioning myself and other people at every turn.
august - depressed. felt like shit everyday. like i didn't matter to anyone.
september - lonely. everyone was busy.. no one wanted to be with me.. even for a while..
october - surprised. new found friends. they've been there actually, but never really got close til now..
november - learning to be happy. that there are people out there. and friends are everywhere!
december - happy but complicated. weird things happened to me and are still happening to me..

hmm.. it's been a whirlwind year. i experienced my lowest point this year. i realized how deep a hole i could dig myself into. but then, i also realized this year that to be happy, you had to make yourself happy. no one could make you happy but yourself. and friends are around you. you just have to open your door to let them in. hehehe. i've been blessed even if most of the time, i felt so cursed.

so for 2009, i'm actually excited! i want to make this year good. and nice. and cool. and happy. i won't make any resolutions since i'm just bound to break em. but i will try and make this year great. i've to right my wrongs and make people happy. and i've to make myself happy. hope is high for next year. well, at least for me.

~~~

i still feel that this year holds great opportunities for me.. or at least great moments in my life! whoo! belated happy new year!

2008-12-27T01:20:00.002+08:00

..hating myself in this season to be jolly..

falalalala-lala-la-la..

..i can be such a bitch most of the time..

5th ang ISENTROPES!!

2008-12-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

hehe. indakan kanina (dec. 15, 2008)!! theme: POSSE - 3 is not a crowd

ang band namin ay ang VENGABOYS!!

5TH KAMI!! ang saya saya! threat padin kami kahit papano. eto yung score and ranking para sa group competition:

1st - KEM (98.00)
2nd - IE Club (95.80)
3rd - CURSOR (94.60)
CIEM (93.20)
ALCHEMES (KAMI YUN!!) (87.40)
49ers (84.40)
Aggregates (83.20)
MSS (82.30)
GE Club (82.20)
ENG SOC (82.00)
ERG (78.47)
PSME (76.80)
Circuit (74.29)

wah!! ang may pictures, penge! calling ana! hingan mo naman kami ng pix dun sa friend mo sa aces.. hehe. =P WHOO!! UP UP ALCHEMES! ALCHEMES VENGA!! I LOVE YOU ISENTROPES!!

Colorgenics

2008-12-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

nakita ko sa site ni edward at ni jules. na-intriga ako.. hehe. =) hindi siya perfectly tama for me pero may mga right-on-target na descriptions.. ang galing.. naka-italicize yung mga feeling ko tama. hehe. =) watcha think?

Name: jansell
Date: 12/4/2008
Colorgenics Number: 43215607

Your mind is never at rest.You are continually striving to influence all those about you. You have some excellent ideas but you persist in trying to persuade others just how great your ideas really are. Maybe you are trying too hard. Take it easy - remember, 'Everything comes to those who wait'.

You are very orderly, methodical and self sufficient. You demand and need the respect, recognition and understanding of all those who enter into your sphere on influence.

Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

For the test, click here.

love criminal

2008-12-02T03:27:00.000+08:00

- from sinfest.net (11.28.08)

weird extended weekend

2008-11-25T08:16:00.000+08:00

friday - ren's birthday treat was cancelled; mau's board exam treat was also cancelled; impromptu gimik with the usual people (ayza, lila, dodo, thom, bart, dex, epi, rush, leian, louie), dinner and intense drinking.. hahahaha!
saturday - slept all day; woke up at 5pm to bry's pleas for gimik; ren's birthday treat suddenly materialized.. dinner at conti's and one fierce party at embassy!
sunday - went home from bry's at around 3pm; me time aka. eat and surf the net; suddenly being invited to go to the eat bulaga set
monday - woke up at around 7am to go with louie and ghe to eat bulaga; appeared on national tv with ghe while watching louie win contrapelo (?); experienced the flooded streets of gilmore; yellow cab late lunch; indakan practice in the rain.. fun!

..i dunno if you find it weird.. but i do. surreal ang weekend ko.. haha.

the big bang theory

2008-11-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

"so, lack of a physiological response while lying is characteristic of a violent sociopath." - sheldon cooper

..so i guess i'm one. beware.

"this would be so much easier if i were a violent sociopath." -leonard hofstadter

..i agree. things would indeed be easier.

inggitera

2008-11-05T21:30:00.003+08:00

for the whole sem break, everytime i was online, my sis and i always youtube-d for the latest season of so you think you can dance. and for all those times, i always wished i could do what they do... i love dancing. i love it. it was, is the main reason why i joined the org. but i always lacked the courage and the confidence to audition for anything... i wish i had classes before. i wish i knew more about it. i always felt that what i do with my dance is not enough... there's always something lacking... energy, passion, feelings... damn... i've always wished i could choreograph dances but the creativity in me seems to be lacking on that aspect... it's so frustrating. i can't even dance freestyle which is why i don't audition... so this sem, i vow to myself that for this indakan, i will do everything, everything to dance it like i've never done. i wish to overcome my limitations and to be better at this... so help me GOD... i don't think i can overcome them all at once but little steps will help...

ps. i do hope i find a ballroom dancing class near here... i really wanna learn more.

bonggang bongga

2008-11-04T04:36:00.000+08:00

mga bagay na napulot ko sa puerto princesa:
~walang taxi, tryke lang. yun ang taxi nila. parang manila din, nangongontrata.
~bumili ng jackets at vests sa men's section ng penshoppe. kung may small, kunin agad.
~maghanap ng mapupuntahan. kasi wala nang magawa.
~magshopping ng cabinet, kalan, shelf, plantsa, etc. yung iba binili talaga, yung iba tiningnan ang presyo.
~maghanap ng makakainan.
~matuto sabihin ang "bonggang bongga".
~dahil naaaliw sila sa "man" ng tagalog ng davao, nilalagay nila kahit saan. kahit hindi tama pakinggan.
~mahalin ang itoy's coffee shop. wifi, coffee, food. love.
~matuwa ng husto sa cakes.
~makayanan ang kakulitan at kabangagan ng kapatid ko.

ps. maganda ang campus ng psu (palawan state u). magkakadikit yung buildings though... parang flowing lang sila to each other. hehe. may part daw na beach side. di ko nakita. di ako dinala ni ninay eh. damn. pero wow ha, bonggang bongga!=P

..and i'm back in up again..

2008-11-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

so, from oct22 to nov3, andun ako sa puerto princesa, palawan. sa mga hindi alam, my sis (janille) studies there sa palawan state university. petroleum engineering. hehe. idol ko yun. bright masyado. psychotic nga lang most of the time but it's okay.=p anyway, wala masyado kami nagawa now that i think of it. weird nga eh.. kasi parang ang tagal ko dun. maganda yung dorm niya. super! parang compound ng mga one-room houses. so pretty! anyway, i stayed there the whole time. wala silang jeep, multicab lang daw. merong jeep actually pero konte lang. ang mga tryke ay parang taxi. hehe. maka-happy. pero like the taxis here in manila, over din sila mag presyo. demmet. walang mall, nccc na yung pinaka-mall. pero kahit minsan wala na mapuntahan, ok lang. maka-happy man dun. parang ka-laid back ng buhay. parang davao life ko dati pero mas laid back pa talaga. ayoko lang kasi naga-ulan kada-hapon/gabi. ayoko kasi ng putik. tsaka hindi bagay yung lifestyle dun sa mga late matulog at walang wheels. hahahahaha! kasi kung gabi ka lalabas, wala ka nang masasakyan.. so dapat may wheels ka.=p huhuhu... i'll miss my sister's room. inayos ko yun, leche. hahaha. i shall be back!=p next time sana dalhin na ko ni janille dun sa mga places na sabi niya (sa pool, baker's hill, etc.)

ps. enrollment na ulit... sana ma-3.0 ko na yung 4.0 ko sa 172. whooo!! wish me luck!=p

i'm in puerto princesa...

2008-10-23T10:51:00.000+08:00

...and my sis is super busy. haay... dami niyang dapat gawin. grr... magulo pa kausap. anyway, i've done this for the past 17 years now, i guess i can take a week of her. hahahaha! nah... my sis is great but she's just busy. anyway, i'm in itoy's coffee haus right now while she's at the provincial capitol. dance practice or meeting or something. and i'm wifi-ing and then i have to follow her there.. anyway, we're going to the underground river tomorrow so i'm kinda excited for that. also, we went to her school (palawan state university, PSU) a while ago and para siyang up min na mas malapit ang mga buildings to each other at paved ang roads. hahahaha!=D malapit lang pala kami sa beach pero di ko nakikita pa. huhuhu..=(

ang malas ko kahapon sa airport. sa terminal 2 ako pumunta pero sa terminal 3 pala yung flight ko. tapos, when i got there, delayed ng 1 hour 15 minutes yung flight. tapos nung nasa plane na kami, nagka-technical difficulty tapos na stuck kami sa loob habang nag-aayos sila for like more than an hour. so mga past 5 na kami nakarating ng puerto. haaay na lang.... ayun.

maganda yung bagong boarding house ng kapatid ko. malaki at malinis. tapos, 2k lang a month. coolness! =D tapos, yung sa bayan na area, parang malaking mts. hehe. peaceful naman. ang taxi, tryke. hehe.=) maaga din natutulog mga tao... pero kapatid ko at friends niya, hindi.=P ewan ko nga saan sila tumatambay eh.=p

anyway, sunod na ko sa kanya. may ipapakita pa daw siya na dance dun sa ka-meeting niya sa capitol. at kailangan niya tong laptop na to. pinapadownload ko lang yung videos na kailangan niya.=p 'til next time!

ang oct11 na naging oct10

2008-10-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

kasi hindi pwede si mau this weekend, naisip namin na lumabas padin pero oct10 na lang daw para diretso ang weekend acad-mode namin (asa pa... baka lumabas din ako ulit ng weekend...) ayun, hindi makapunta si ghe kasi late na daw kami nagtext, si dex sumunod lang kasi ayaw pa sumama nung una, si epi pinahabol namin after makita sa daan.

kasama si thom, dodo, ayza at lila, kumain kami ng dinner sa grill queen.

sorry guys, blurry...

galing ni lila mag-take ng pic

nakita namin si gary at ana sa grill queen. tinatakasan pala kami kasi una naming sabi, sa frioli kami kakain. hahaha. ayun.=p

after, lakad hanggang sarah's at dun na dumating sina epi at dex. sumunod din si mark, boyfriend ni lila. usap2x, chika, awayin si dodo, kalai stuff, chismis, green jokes ni thom, mga deadline ni dex, etc. etc. ang gulo talaga natin magsama. ayun, around 12:30, umalis na kami at naglakad sa fog-filled roads ng up pauwi ng dorm.

sina dodo, epi, dex, ayza at ako na lang ang magkakasama kasi nag philcoa na sina lila, mark at thom. tinry namin magtakutan ng konte pero no effect kasi nag-e-english na si dodo so natatawa na lang kami. si epi naman, nag wiwish na ma-tiyanak daw kami para kelangan baliktarin namin yung mga damit namin. hahaha.

nakauwi naman kami lahat ng maayos. ata. ewan sa mga nag-philcoa. hehehe.=p anyway, dalawang realization lang: (1) nakaka-inis mag-inuman ng may curfew at (2) pag nag-iinuman at may tinanong si thom sa yo, wag kang sumagot, sigurado, green yun.

survey

2008-10-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

anong tingin niyo sakin?

...wala lang... may kakilala kasi ako na naninibago daw sakin kasi hindi daw ako ganito dati... pero di naman ako nagbago... feeling ko, hindi niya lang alam yung iba't ibang areas ng pagkatao ko... so, kayo, ano tingin niyo sakin?

the one thing that i'll never ever get tired of...

2008-10-10T16:19:00.002+08:00

BATMAN!

i just finished watching the batman tech video ghe gave me and... wow...

wala lang... =D makes me happy to confirm that batman's equipments and vehicles are all possible. hahahaha! grabe... i guess batman brings out my inner fangirl geekiness. =P buti na lang mahilig ako sa mga science and engineering stuff... at least naiintindihan ko yung mga explainations sa video. hahahaha! =P maka-happy... =)

ang weird ko talaga... pag batman-related things, it makes me so happy and giddy and everything... batman is and forever will be my ultimate fangirl obssession! ...and geek obssession... and superhero obssession... hahahahaha! =P

ps. at last! they finally notice the reason why my brother, sister and i love batman... cause he's the only one without powers... thus, the only one who could possibly be out there, for real... =D

pps. haaay... someday, magkakaron ako sa bahay ko ng isang room na puro batman stuff lang. hahahaha! hmm... sana there's a possibility na may reprints ng original batman comics, para hindi mahal. hahahaha! kung yung original kasi, collector's items na yun. ubos pera. =P or kahit compilation lang. mahappy na ko na mabasa lang yun. =)

ppps. survey: paano niyo nakilala si batman at sino ang batman na naaalala niyo pag nababanggit siya? para sakin yung batman sa batman the animated series. siya ang unang batman na nakilala ko ever at everytime na nababanggit ang "batman" yung image na yun ni batman ang lagi kong nakikita. at, pag nagbabasa ako ng comics or books na batman, yung boses ni kevin conroy ang lagi kong naririnig. siya yung boses ni batman sa cartoons eh. hahahaha! =P

books!books!books!

2008-10-06T13:52:00.000+08:00

list of wants/needs:

- watchmen graphic novel (any bookstore with a good graphic novel collection)
- complete dark tower series (national bookstore, powerbooks, fully booked)
- isaac asimov's collection of short stories on artificial intelligence (stall 1, sc, up diliman)
- fight club (used bookstore? booksale?)
- book 2 and 3 of griffin and sabine (powerbooks?)
- any batman graphic novel (fully booked, powerbooks)
- the next 4 books after hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy (used bookstore, booksale)
- complete narnia series (any bookstore)

just reminding myself.. what can you add? =)

press cafe

2008-10-05T19:21:00.000+08:00

have you been to fully booked in the block? did you notice that there's a restaurant inside? if you haven't, then it's time you notice!

hehehe. i had my alone-time dinner at press cafe, fully booked, the block, sm north a while ago. and i loved my order! hahaha. fried malaysian dory fish with some sort of breading on the outside topped with pesto and with lemon-butter sauce. yummy!! or i just love pesto? cream of mushroom soup... normal soup but i like soup. and iced green tea... it was really green tea... with ice! hahaha! and they have books you can browse through while waiting... well, that's sorta predictable since it's inside a bookstore... anyway, i plan to come back to try their other dishes!

there. i just wanted to share. i hardly see people eating there so i wanted to give them free advertisement.

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2008-09-29T03:51:00.003+08:00

positive realization though.. i've been handling my emotional see-saw better than the last time. last time, i went on a drinking spree by myself, slept all day and fainted from the lack of eating, cried myself to sleep and stayed indoors for a whole weekend of self-pity. i think i'm doing well now.. i still do feel bad and self-pitying but at least i eat more and sleep less.. but i still go online like for forever.. hahaha. *sigh*

trying to be happy is different from being truly happy.. smiling isn't working like it used to.. do i need psychological help?.. whatcha think?